Tuesday, April 13, 2010;
hey..guess wat?today is cca fair day,i skip calss juz to help out promote my cca.but the main point is to see my gf lol....anw,today my gf meet his so called abang angkat say hi to her plus still hav the cheek to msg her.even if my adik angkat saw me outside or anyting.they nver msg me at all.onli say hi n talk bit then tats it.but tats not the point,the ting is i dun trust guys tat is very close to my gf.but i juz dun wan if we quarrel then my gf will msg him n will sort of giv advise to break off wit me.i dun wan tat happen.but i sure it won't happen coz i knw my gf love me alot as i do.i mean she prove to me,she should know it.anw,after seeing wat the so called abang angkat msg saying to say sorie to me.i hope its true n wit sincere.coz by looking at his face,he look like one mat.which i rilli hate this type of typical malay ppl.but wat can i say dun judge its book by its cover.tel the truth,i was jealous,but i mean until when i wan b like this.i dunno wat has happen to me.mayb the only way tat will make feel relax is when all the guys tat used to like her wil juz get themselves a gf.then i hav no worries.but in anw,i still dunno wat i hav bcome.i so in love wit my gf tat i even mis her alot if i dun msg her at all or mayb when she late rply my msg.i can say she is everyting to me.i trying to follow my dad advise actually,in a way tat he ask me to start praying.i believe tat if i ikhlas sembayang,i only doa 3tings,protect my family frm any bad tings,study well n paling penting skali adalah i nk nur shazleen binte sedek jadi pasangan bahagia i untuk selama lamanye.tats all,i hope i can start forcing myself to pray to god wit ikhlas.after today,i feel tat i wan to pray hard to Allah so tat i will be wit my gf forever.i love you sayang.
Posted on 7:35 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010;
hi...this is to my gf.i m sorie k.i dunno y i been like this.i love u too much tat i cannt even control myself to not check ur privacy.i juz a selfish bf tat did not even tink how will u feel if i were to check ur privacy.yarhh..at tat point when i check i knw tat i dun hav time to feel jealous coz u confirm will b angry wit me coz i check ur privacy.i juz wan to confirm only,but i rilli trust u.i m juz sad to knw tat u rilli angry wit me.i feel like i m useless in this world already when i realize tat i had hurt u again.i always love u alot.but i always hurt u,i wonder am i even capable to take care of u forever if i were to hurt u again.plus by plz....dun b mad at me can.
Posted on 8:58 AM
Friday, March 12, 2010;
i always wonder will i b jealous when i m serious in a relationship?nope,i guess its not jealousy but its signifies tat i scared tat i will lose the person tat i really love.i never wanted to b so serious in a relationship b4.but i dunno sumting tat actually makes me feel tat i must b serious in my current relationship.its juz sumting bout her tat make me so attach to her.i juz wish that there won't b a day where we must end our relationship.i guess its normal to have jealousy in everybody relationship.
Posted on 6:33 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010;
Today sumting make me really mad after hearing sumting frm sumone.i juz wan tel this to those who not happy or dun like my gf.if u not happy or anyting come find me lahh ,talk tings out.dun act tat u nice to me but u talk behind my back bout me n my gf.wat to say,say to me lahh.anw,i dun like if u guys talk bad bout her behind me.coz no matter she still my gf.plus tat time i said tat i wan leave yes,its true.but i cannt bear to leave her.coz u guys dunno how i feel, coz sum of u dun even hav a serious relationship b4.so if anyting dun say about us behind our back.this our life.so be it,anw,if anyone of u is pissed of wit my gf.come find me to settle it k.i dun care wat other tink how she treat me.but the sentence is always be there in my heart which is i love her no matter wat.its difficult for me to forget bout her n i juz like it tat way.plus she no nid guys like u coz she hav me no matter wat happen.i will always b there for her.damn F up wit u guys.if guys wan to talk to me,talk wit my gf oso,dun ignore her.if u not sincere to talk to her then dun even bother to talk to me or her.
Posted on 3:17 AM
Sunday, February 21, 2010;
I Miss Wiwin rite now...i wish i could hug her as long as i want.i wonder if she misses me.hmm...today wat she wear to our fwens brother wedding was gorgeous.i wish i gt the chance to hug her properly just now when i send her to pasir ris.
Posted on 1:43 AM
Sunday, February 14, 2010;
hmmm....hello,today is a very boring day.spend time alone during valentine day plus cannt msg my gf coz she was busy.quite sad though...plus today i pass by her old blk which make me miss her alot plus abit jealous when she say she can go her neighbour house at 6floor if she were to stay there.haha...me n my jealousy always.wat to do when u rilli love tat person.then when at home my mum ask u nver go out wit leen?then i ans nope.i was quite boring for the whole day today.i miss her alot plus i been waiting for her msg.miss you by.
Posted on 5:15 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010;
hello...sorie if long time i never update.juz to share my love story where i 1st meet the malay girl which is unique from any other girls.at 1st i met her,i find tat she is not tat kind of malay girl tat i tink she is.u know like those bitches etc;anw,i still remember we started of as fwens,coz i wan to knw her more.then after we went out together,we end up bcome close fwen.we were so close tat ppl think tat we were couple.but as days goes by,we start to like each other tat make me wan her to b my gf.after tat onwards i juz knew tat she gt alot of guy fwens.hmmph....i was damn jealous of coz who nt jealous seyy if their gf gt lot guys fwens then girls.but as days goes which until now then i was able to overcome this jealously.but one thing i learn after we stead for 8mths is tat no matter how many guys fwens she have,as long she only love me can already.but at times oso i jealous lahh.hehe...this is juz the beginning of our love story hope to have a happy ending.btw,i will still wan to make my promised not to quarrel with her until her birthday has pass.if i able to do tat,which means i able to love u forever,i willing to gamble on this.but even if i lose,i will still not give up on you.
Posted on 6:13 AM
