Tuesday, April 13, 2010;
hey..guess wat?today is cca fair day,i skip calss juz to help out promote my cca.but the main point is to see my gf lol....anw,today my gf meet his so called abang angkat say hi to her plus still hav the cheek to msg her.even if my adik angkat saw me outside or anyting.they nver msg me at all.onli say hi n talk bit then tats it.but tats not the point,the ting is i dun trust guys tat is very close to my gf.but i juz dun wan if we quarrel then my gf will msg him n will sort of giv advise to break off wit me.i dun wan tat happen.but i sure it won't happen coz i knw my gf love me alot as i do.i mean she prove to me,she should know it.anw,after seeing wat the so called abang angkat msg saying to say sorie to me.i hope its true n wit sincere.coz by looking at his face,he look like one mat.which i rilli hate this type of typical malay ppl.but wat can i say dun judge its book by its cover.tel the truth,i was jealous,but i mean until when i wan b like this.i dunno wat has happen to me.mayb the only way tat will make feel relax is when all the guys tat used to like her wil juz get themselves a gf.then i hav no worries.but in anw,i still dunno wat i hav bcome.i so in love wit my gf tat i even mis her alot if i dun msg her at all or mayb when she late rply my msg.i can say she is everyting to me.i trying to follow my dad advise actually,in a way tat he ask me to start praying.i believe tat if i ikhlas sembayang,i only doa 3tings,protect my family frm any bad tings,study well n paling penting skali adalah i nk nur shazleen binte sedek jadi pasangan bahagia i untuk selama lamanye.tats all,i hope i can start forcing myself to pray to god wit ikhlas.after today,i feel tat i wan to pray hard to Allah so tat i will be wit my gf forever.i love you sayang.
Posted on 7:35 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010;
hi...this is to my gf.i m sorie k.i dunno y i been like this.i love u too much tat i cannt even control myself to not check ur privacy.i juz a selfish bf tat did not even tink how will u feel if i were to check ur privacy.yarhh..at tat point when i check i knw tat i dun hav time to feel jealous coz u confirm will b angry wit me coz i check ur privacy.i juz wan to confirm only,but i rilli trust u.i m juz sad to knw tat u rilli angry wit me.i feel like i m useless in this world already when i realize tat i had hurt u again.i always love u alot.but i always hurt u,i wonder am i even capable to take care of u forever if i were to hurt u again.plus by plz....dun b mad at me can.
Posted on 8:58 AM
