Helllo....sorie if i long time nver update my blog coz i lazy to update sometimes.btw i bet u wan to knw how my life is going?well,actually my love life quite nt stable yet for my relationship wit me n my gf due to some issues we talk about.but after today talk,she make me tink of sumting.am i playing wit girls feelings??i dunno.but after my gf told tat i actually like playing wit her feeling,i feel guilty n make me realise tat all this time i actually have not been serious wit girls feelings.so i keep telling myself to be serious this time wit my current gf which is a very very very difficult gf like her to find.haha...must b wondering y rite?especially u rite wifey?coz u actually dun give up on me no matter wat!i dun even knw how can u endure it man??i should feel lucky tat i actually gt u but i dun actually treasure it.i might lose u if i keep treating u like during dec holidays.i wish i could like change myself asap plus nt changing back n be as strong as u in a sense tat u can endure no matter how much i hurt u.i rilli grateful to b ur bf.but at times i tink of the future whether will u b wife one day?tat part i nt sure coz its god's will.in any case i juz wan to tel u tat ily plus i will do my best to change for the better.btw dun b scared,coz u will nver lose me if u rilli rilli treasure me alot.but hopefully,nxt yr we won't change ok coz we wil b graduating nxt yr so make sure u pray u go same poly.