Today i woke up late for school,but still manage to reach in time.as per normal i went school with my gf n some of our classmates.then 1st lesson was PE,run 2rounds then dismissed.LOL!!might as dun go.but anw after PE,we went to our school cafeteria to grab some drinks.then my gf not feeling well,n i damn worried bout her.but she told me not to worry then i dun worry.An hour later,we went to our class for lesson but before that we went to change to our school uniform.somehow,todays lesson i dun quite understand so ask my gf whether she knew how to do it.but she did not reply me.so i tot she was concentrating so i dun disturbed her.i cannot be selfish what rite?she oso nod to study.so after she finished,i was still doing my work due to i dun know todays lesson much,she pad my shoulder n i tink push her hand away which i dun even realized it?i was like concentrating on doing my work n i show her attitude coz she did not even to rply my questions.then i tink she emotional for awhile then after tat she ask me gt any problem wit my work?then she helped me did some practical questions tat i dun understood.after lesson,i could tell that she is angry wit me.so i tried to comfort n apologized to her.it took me like 15 to 20mins to get back her normal face.if not,she will give me "that" look .its quite sad though that this afternoon she can't go buy ring wit me coz she nid to go to marina barage n oso gt dance practice but we still buy ring at night. rather then i waiting for her practice to end,i went back home n rest 1st.then woke up,bathe wear my clothes n went out from my hous.i tot i was late but end up she is late again like usual but this time is differ,i feel pissed off,i dunno y?but coz i love her, i will be patient.wat a day?today i feel my heart was like full of hatred.hatred bcoz of her todays character,i told her i dun like her character today.then i can see her tears is almost dropping so i told dun cry n say sorie.its not like i going leave her,i only juz told her that i dun like her character only?but when she cried i feel guilty n sad coz it makes me feel tat i not a gud bf.i makes me feel that other guys other out there deserve her rather then me.i had nver love a girl this much b4 so u must understand my feeling,i wan to b the perfect bf for u.but i not even sure whether i capable enough after todays incident.so i rilli apologized for wat i did today.