Friday, November 13, 2009;
erm...today when to cemta for the 1st time i sat in there very long seyy while waiting for my gf to finish her meeting.then while waiting said,azzie n papan was oso wit me coz they are the soul percussion ppl which i soon join them next yr.then b4 my gf came to cemta,i saw this guy which is actually my gf close fwen n i heard they used to like each other but nver together.tats the weird ting???haizz...anw,after tat my gf came to cemta n i told her tat her close fwen is here.then she shout like mad seyy n like ran into the room.but kanna chase out coz teacher ask not to make so much noise.in my heart i was rilli jealous i dunno y?actually its was very cold in cemta but after her reaction i felt very warm in the inside i dunno wat wrong??i hate this feeling.i guess i wass rilli jealous.coz not even a my fwen girls tat misses me, shout like tat to me n try to talk to talk to me right away.even so the guy did not even shake my hand,i look like kafir i guess.nehh...nvm,used to it in everybody treating me like this.then my gf ask to wait for two times n i pissed off.then i actually make up stories tat i nid go back home.then i ask nas to tel my gf for me.then blahh3.....we then go home together.we were like in some cold war or sumting but i gt to admit it was rilli cold due to the rain.lol....but in other case she was xplaining n i was telling how i feel?then end up i feel guilty.coz i hurt her feelings all.i dunno....i dun feel like typing already,the more i type,the more my tears is dropping.sorie...i should not hav been quarrel wit u.now i feel more worried tat i might rilli lose u bcoz of my this stupid attitude n jealousy.Nw i must rilli b extra caring to u rather than quarrel wit u.i rilli wish u could ha slap me juz nw.tats all i have to say.
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