Saturday, February 6, 2010;
today was the horrible day and regretful things i ever said to my gf in my entire life.i dunno wats wrong wit me.i feel like stabbing myself for saying tings tat i should said to her tat make her cry.i regret for not able to being able to understand her feelings.i wish i can do sumting to make forgive me plus i dun wan anyting but her in my life.i nver to i didn't mean to say yarhh.i knw u must b very sad,stress and no mood.plz dun torcher urself k.i wan us to be back as per normal.no more quarreling bout this n tat k.i juz cannt stand to see u crying.i feel guilty for wat i done.i wan u to b happy.not cry in front of me.i wan u by,i wan u.i dun wan any other girls i juz wan u.ur character is not sux.u still caring,lovable n helpful but most importantly u sincerely in love wit me.i know u nid time to cool down.so i will giv u time to cool down.if anyting happen to you,i swear i not going to forgive myself.i juz wish u can b happy everyday.to tel the truth,u the only girl tat i serious wit.although most of the time i ask for break when we quarrel but actually i m truly in love wit u.u wan prove,i willing do anyting for u.i willing to stick to u until u forgive me.if u dun forgive oso nvm.i will still wait for u to forgive me.i keep tinking wat decision to make bt its no used.i feel like no life without u.i regret everyting i said to u.i knw its too late to say this.but i juz say wat i feel tat i wan to say:(
Posted on 2:32 AM
